Happy birthday to me! :D
One more minute till it ends!

& today was just pure awesome.

10 facts about me right now.

1. I'm so tired.
2. I have not dried my hair.
3. I'm nervous for tomorrow.
4. I'm having muscle ache on the whole of my right arm.
5. My nails are painted using 5 different bottles of polish.
6. My bag is not packed and I somehow feel uneasy.
7. I'm feeling guilty for doing retail therapy today.
8. I don't want to stand up from my seat.
9. Both my feet are swollen, again.
10. I'm contemplating if I should buy socks for flats tomorrow.

The end.

I can't really write now although plenty are going through my head.
Oh well, we'll just have to make do with that. -giggles-
Umm, don't mind me. I do that often when I'm semi-conscious.
I mean the giggling part.

Alright.

THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL LIKE DOING NOW.

IF THAT BOBBY THING ABOVE MY LIPS IS NOT JUST A PIMPLE,

I THINK I MIGHT JUST REALLY GO CRAZY.

FUCK, REALLY, I FEEL SO UGLY.

I NEED TO BUY CONCEALER, DAMN IT.

So brand new.

Finally, I'll be meeting my new class tomorrow.
I don't know what to feel, well, ha, I'll be alright right? (:
Just browsed through the class list,
I was like WOW when I found out from facebook that we can actually view our class list.
Okay, I was saying,
just browsed through the class list, 20 people.
Not too bad, just 5 more than my old class. :D

Kinda SUPER excited & can't wait for lessons to start.
I hope I'm prepared for a life totally different from what I've been going through the last year.
Right now, I have a HUGE pimple above my lips. :x PAINFUL.

Putting that aside, the tennis girls are finally going for A divisons tomorrow!
I'm gonna rush down after FOP, which probably would result in the wrath of my campmates.
But hey, I can't please everyone.
It's my fault that I left them just like that, & now the best I can do is to be there.
It's their first and last competition, I feel that they're my priority.
But my campmates are nice people, things will work out. :D

Is it even real?

I'm not that brave after all.

If my cousin Yeuyann reads this I think she's go like "NOO?!"
But my dear Yeuyann, if you did see me at the nightwalk for my poly camp,
you'll be like, "Woah, I didn't know that you can be scared till like that."

I keep thinking about what happened during the nightwalk.
I thought I was brave enough to face all the "ghosts, spirits" that the seniors prepared.
Turned out I was already in tears at the first obstacle.
Which is the guy in black, holding the broomstick scraping the floor.
I still can remember his face damn clearly in my head and it still haunts me.
I swear it is the smile on his face I'm scared of.
He shouldn't have followed behind us, omg, okay don't think.

I don't know what made me so scared that night.
I was clear that everyone there are the instructors in disguise.
I actually cried until I was in a corner and I couldn't stop crying.
Till the extent of shaking uncontrollably, and frozen in one corner.

I think I frightened all the "ghost" instructors.

I skipped the haunted house and my partner went in alone, kudos to him.
I think I tried to step into the room for like 3 times, and I end up running out.
Then the instructors decided that I could just skip it.
I think my face was like pale.

Seriously, I still remember that I finished the nightwalk in tears. *laughs*

All in all, I'm super grateful to my partner.
He's called Jin Yao, I think.
I don't know him, okay, I didn't know him.
We just got paired up because there was a lack of guys in my group.
I swear if it was some other guy he would have left me there crying alone. (:
I was suppose to protect him cause I'm like the older sister,
but in the end? He was the one that shielded me from everything.
So, thank you Jin Yao! :D

During the walk I asked him if he felt braver if there was someone for him to protect.
He said, "Of course ah!"
It's true right? For everyone of us.
We're always stronger if we know that someone needs us to protect him/her.

The next nightwalk, if I protect, then maybe it won't be that scary anymore. (:

Change is good. Yeah, but it's not easy.

- The Lion King.

Went out with Meiying(M) today. (:

Let's skip the part where I did set my alarm but forgot to on it before I sleep
and only woke up when my elder brother KICKED me,
only to realize that it was half an hour to the meet-up time.
Having no choice, I sheepishly texted M and started running around the house like
A HEADLESS CHICKEN and throwing my clothes everywhere. (:
Let's TOTALLY skip that alright?

Let's too skip the part where Meiying thought iluma was at like at Orchard.
Not forgetting how we kept getting lost like boarding the wrong escalator and stuff. (:

The worse part of the day?
My raglan's ruined.

First I'm like,

and now I'm like,

 

no joke.

I think I need to eat something.

Like what the hell;

No, I do not blog only to rant.

Let us talk about towels today.

Everyone at home knows that I only use ONE towel.
Which, is the hot pink towel. I have 2 of them and I only use them.
Unless my towels mysteriously disappears then I'll use the baby pink one.
Reluctantly of course.

So I really can't stand it when they wave dozens of WHITE towels screaming at me saying:

"WHY YOU GOT SO MANY TOWELS?! HERE GOT ONE THERE GOT ONE!! WHY YOU ANYHOW PUT YOUR TOWELS?! SO MESSY SO UNTIDY!" << I am NOT exaggerating.
& I always, ALWAYS look at them like

                               

                                 THIS

I've come to the point where I've decided to stop telling them that I use PINK towels.

& my BROTHERS uses WHITE towels.
Would they just stop looking for me when they find WHITE towels chucked all over the house?

That's all. I'm going to bed.

Peace out! ^_^