I'm not that brave after all.
If my cousin Yeuyann reads this I think she's go like "NOO?!"
But my dear Yeuyann, if you did see me at the nightwalk for my poly camp,
you'll be like, "Woah, I didn't know that you can be scared till like that."
I keep thinking about what happened during the nightwalk.
I thought I was brave enough to face all the "ghosts, spirits" that the seniors prepared.
Turned out I was already in tears at the first obstacle.
Which is the guy in black, holding the broomstick scraping the floor.
I still can remember his face damn clearly in my head and it still haunts me.
I swear it is the smile on his face I'm scared of.
He shouldn't have followed behind us, omg, okay don't think.
I don't know what made me so scared that night.
I was clear that everyone there are the instructors in disguise.
I actually cried until I was in a corner and I couldn't stop crying.
Till the extent of shaking uncontrollably, and frozen in one corner.
I think I frightened all the "ghost" instructors.
I skipped the haunted house and my partner went in alone, kudos to him.
I think I tried to step into the room for like 3 times, and I end up running out.
Then the instructors decided that I could just skip it.
I think my face was like pale.
Seriously, I still remember that I finished the nightwalk in tears. *laughs*
All in all, I'm super grateful to my partner.
He's called Jin Yao, I think.
I don't know him, okay, I didn't know him.
We just got paired up because there was a lack of guys in my group.
I swear if it was some other guy he would have left me there crying alone. (:
I was suppose to protect him cause I'm like the older sister,
but in the end? He was the one that shielded me from everything.
So, thank you Jin Yao! :D
During the walk I asked him if he felt braver if there was someone for him to protect.
He said, "Of course ah!"
It's true right? For everyone of us.
We're always stronger if we know that someone needs us to protect him/her.
The next nightwalk, if I protect, then maybe it won't be that scary anymore. (: