quick, color them back again.
I don't care if Wanyi annoys me every single day,
I don't care if Meiying suddenlys goes into her 4th dimension world and make me go HUH.
I don't care if Wanyi refuses to let me hug her LONG dog.
I don't care if Meiying starts drooning about BIG money, again.
I don't care if we throw profanities at each other over little things.
I want back all that I used to have.
Why is everyone able to move on except for me?
The process of growing up, to learn to put things down and move on.
I refuse. It's just too sudden.
Told myself I was strong, told myself to adapt, told myself to stop denying.
It's painful to think about it, but it hurts even more not to think about it.
Ah, I miss my friends. ( & by friends I mean those not mentioned here too, you know who you are. ^^ )
It's like a part of me, suddenly gone, I feel so light, so empty.
Hah, how ridiculous I can get.
It's been 1 month and some days, and I'm still missing my past so badly.
It didn't used to be this hard.
It's time to stop procrastinating, it's time to lift my head and see what's for the future.
It's time to walk on.
Goodnight everyone, I'll learn how to move on de(: