也许。

I Kept Waiting On A Reason
And A Call That Never Came
No, I Never Saw It Coming
Something In You Must Have Changed


All The Words Unspoken, Promises Broken
I Cried For So Long
Wasted Too Much Time, Should've Seen The Signs
Now I Know Just What Went Wrong


I Guess I Wanted You More
And Looking Back Now, I'm Sure
I Wanted You More
I Guess I Wanted You More


All The Nights We Spent, Just Talking
Of The Things We Wanted Out Of Life
Making Plans And Dreams Together
Wish I'd Seen, I Was Just Too Blind


My Heart Was Open, Exposed And Hoping
For You To Lay It On The Line
In The End It Seemed
There Was No Room For Me
Still, I Tried To Change Your Mind


I Guess I Wanted You More
And Looking Back Now, I'm Sure
I Wanted You More
I Guess I Wanted You More


Ohhh, I Don't Need You
I Don't Need You Anymore


I Guess I Wanted You More
And Looking Back Now, I'm Sure
I Wanted You More
I Guess I Wanted You More


I Don't Need You
I Don't Need You Anymore



I finally realized why I actually allowed myself to neglect my iTunes library.
Because, if I didn't, I'll be crying myself to sleep every single fucking night.


So many things to think about, yeah like thinking would help.
But besides thinking, I can't do anything about it.
I guess there are somethings, somethings I just can't bring myself to want badly enough.
That's when it all comes back to myself. Am I not trying hard enough?
Not trying hard enough to make myself want more.
What if I'm contented with myself and my life now? I'm comfortable you know?
Everything around me. Yeah, I'm fine with this.
Except for the occasional PMS when I feel shitter than shit.


我真的不知道我该怎么做才好。请你告诉我好吗？

Just stop for a minute and smile.

Had my first ever CMCC Dinner & Dance.

It was at some sports bar at Singapore Flyer, not bad, a nice place.

Awesome ambience and the bar was really nicely decorated with vintage stuff.

Me and Claire went for the "rock theme", claire pulled it off really well,

while me, myself and I, I think I can't sia.

I look more like a lady than a rocker. Omg.

Most frequent question asked for the day

"Are the both of you wearing the same dress/thing?"

Yeah, even the accessories are almost identical.

But the feel we give off is like totally different.

I THINK IT'S THE HAIR. MUST BE.

Anyway, the dinner was awesome. The emcees were awesome lah.

Their ability to 自high is really commendable.

Didn't have the time to high with them cause I was busy eating.

Most of the time when they were clapping I was putting food into my mouth.

Or drinking something.

(It's like damn weird cause everyone clapping. I wonder how they put down their cutlery in time.)

OHOHOH! But then!

We won the most high table award ley.

They asked every table to scream at their loudest, wtf?

*smirks* It's not like you get to scream everyday right? At a bar somemore.

Must GRAB this chance. :P

After the dinner we hung around outside cause cannot stay in the bar,

they close damn early lah, like 11:30pm. HUH?!

Cabbed home with Lina cause circle line closed damn early.

Dinner with team SP tomorrow, and I guess that would mark the end of my holidays?

Semester 2 is gonna be really hectic, busy and fun. <3

Honestly, I can't wait for school to start again, life's getting boring.

What I'm really worried about now is actually the fitness test coach promised.

Gonna roll my way through the whole test I tell you.

Ohwell, I hope I'll be able to juggle so many things that will be coming my way. (:

Anyway, my coach is bent on making me sexy.

I wonder how he's gonna do that cause I'm like a fat cow now.

So stay tuned.

It's killing me.

I want to eat rice, noodles and bread.
This is killing me. But I chose it, can't complain.

11 more days to go till finish detox.
Breakfast liquid, afternoon liquid with some solid, Dinner liquid & fruits.
Ohgodddddddddddddd.

I wanna eat Ramen, Sushi, Jajangmyeon, eat all kinds of crap, have some of my grandmother's homecooked food with rice.
Omg, sunnyside up with rice. :(
OOOOOHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDD.
GOING CRAZY AT 4AM IN THE MORNING CAUSE I'M FUCKING HUNGRY.
& I already max-ed out the amount of fruits I can eat for the day.
Gonna dry my hair and go to bed.

I'm suppose to sleep early before 12 so that I don't get hungry. (I suppose)
I am a fucking owl.

I still haven started to train for my fitness test when school reopens.

I just heard my stomach growl.
Bye.

Doesn't matter.

Happy thoughts.