Hello everyone!
Sorry for being gone, for like, so long so long(:
Well, I think I would be missing, like on and off till promotionals are over.
Went back to Jurong to visit friends and teachers.
It feels so wonderfully, comfortable.(:
Nearly all of 4409s came home, some were MIA.((:
Shall catch them next time! <3
Class 34/10! <3
Class 4409! <3
Cause it feels good to be home again.(:
Special featured.(: Asyraf, the most awesome nandaddy ever! :D
So, one fine day I was complaining to Meiying.
& she suddenly ask me to write a song.
Skeptical, I still wrote the song.
& this is how it goes.
"I just don't know what to do.
Who to turn to who to trust.
I can't figure what's my next step,
how should I walk on.
I'm like at a dead end,
trying to climb over the red brick wall.
Pressing my hand on the red rough surface.
I asked God for help.
Heaven didn't reply.
My faith is breaking me,
my shadows are chasing me.
Abandoned, torn, forsaken,
I turned.
Running back to memories,
where I won't get hurt.
They're telling me who what where when how,
but I ain't gonna listen to anyone.
Can't they see I have had enough?
can't they see I'm breaking apart?
That the red brick wall is crushing me to dust.
Cause the truth is so obvious,
Yet I'm still so lost in your lies.
Even when the truth's so clear I see,
I sealed my heart and numbed my soul.
Truth to be told,
I rather be your puppet,
then to be nothing at all."
Basically, this song is mixed.
As in, it's not really written based on just one issue.
I wonder if it relates to anyone of you out there too.(:
And after I wrote the song, she then asked me to find someone to create a melody for this song.
I was too skeptical about it.
Since for it, it's almost impossible to create a tune -.-
Even improvisation kills me.
& the first person that came into my mind was Asyraf.
I didn't exactly know him, but I kinda added him on msn and stuff.
& when I requested for him to like create a melody for my song,
HE AGREED.(:
& somehow, he became a nandaddy too! (:
& yesterday, he played and sang the song for me.
He edited the lyrics to fit the song,
if not he'll have to probably strum for a whole 6-10 minutes.(:
So, one fine day I was complaining to Meiying.
& she suddenly ask me to write a song.
Skeptical, I still wrote the song.
& this is how it goes.
"I just don't know what to do.
Who to turn to who to trust.
I can't figure what's my next step,
how should I walk on.
I'm like at a dead end,
trying to climb over the red brick wall.
Pressing my hand on the red rough surface.
I asked God for help.
Heaven didn't reply.
My faith is breaking me,
my shadows are chasing me.
Abandoned, torn, forsaken,
I turned.
Running back to memories,
where I won't get hurt.
They're telling me who what where when how,
but I ain't gonna listen to anyone.
Can't they see I have had enough?
can't they see I'm breaking apart?
That the red brick wall is crushing me to dust.
Cause the truth is so obvious,
Yet I'm still so lost in your lies.
Even when the truth's so clear I see,
I sealed my heart and numbed my soul.
Truth to be told,
I rather be your puppet,
then to be nothing at all."
Basically, this song is mixed.
As in, it's not really written based on just one issue.
I wonder if it relates to anyone of you out there too.(:
And after I wrote the song, she then asked me to find someone to create a melody for this song.
I was too skeptical about it.
Since for it, it's almost impossible to create a tune -.-
Even improvisation kills me.
& the first person that came into my mind was Asyraf.
I didn't exactly know him, but I kinda added him on msn and stuff.
& when I requested for him to like create a melody for my song,
HE AGREED.(:
& somehow, he became a nandaddy too! (:
& yesterday, he played and sang the song for me.
He edited the lyrics to fit the song,
if not he'll have to probably strum for a whole 6-10 minutes.(:
"I just don't know what to do,
who to trust or who to turn to.
Don’t know what's my next move,
how should I walk on.
who to trust or who to turn to.
Don’t know what's my next move,
how should I walk on.
I'm like at a dead end,
trying to climb over the red brick wall.
With all these complications,
brought my life to a stall...
trying to climb over the red brick wall.
With all these complications,
brought my life to a stall...
I asked God for help,
and heaven didn't reply.
My faith is breaking me,
and I just want to cry…
and heaven didn't reply.
My faith is breaking me,
and I just want to cry…
Don’t you care,
don’t you know what I am feeling inside?
Cause I am struggling...
Hold on tight, hope I’ll find,
something to keep me alive.
Can't they see I have had enough?
Can't they see that I'm breaking apart?
Be patient I beg I am not a puppet,
but this is just too hard.
I asked God for help,
and Heaven didn't reply.
My faith is breaking me,
and I just want to cry…
Don’t you care,
don’t you know what I am feeling inside?
Cause I am struggling...
Hold on tight, hope I’ll find,
something to keep me alive.
Ain’t the truth is so obvious,
yet I'm still so lost in your lies.
I sealed my heart and numbed my soul.
Truth be told there’s nothing, nothing at all.
Don’t you care,
don’t you know what I am feeling inside?
Cause I am struggling...
Hold on tight, hope I’ll find,
something to keep me alive.
Cause I am lonely."
yet I'm still so lost in your lies.
I sealed my heart and numbed my soul.
Truth be told there’s nothing, nothing at all.
Don’t you care,
don’t you know what I am feeling inside?
Cause I am struggling...
Hold on tight, hope I’ll find,
something to keep me alive.
Cause I am lonely."
I don't exactly have an audio or video of the song,
but there will probably be one, someday.(:
I keep telling him it's awesome, but he just refuses to believe.
SO, ASYRAF!
THE SONG IS REALLY AWESOME!
I keep telling him it's awesome, but he just refuses to believe.
SO, ASYRAF!
THE SONG IS REALLY AWESOME!
Continue to create okay?!(:
Thank you! ^.^V
Alright people, bye, for now.(:
Thank you! ^.^V
Alright people, bye, for now.(: