People say.

We often set our level at "idol" level, that's why nothing seems to be good. We're too exposed to so many unrealistic things in this world, and we expect the unrealistic to happen in this realistic world. More often than not, they don't, of course. And then we get upset, we wonder why it's so unfair.

Maybe we should all snap out of it, and learn how to differentiate between reality and fantasy.

I used to think "Oh boy, where do I find a guy who can match up to Changmin.". The truth is Changmin is not real. He's there for our entertainment, his life story is our inspiration, but we'll never really know DBSK, we'll never really know Changmin. And they are not that perfect. They screw up, they make mistakes. We just don't see that, and they don't make mistakes on us. That's why they're called idols.

Falling in love made me realise how foolish it was to actually wanna find a guy like my idol. It shouldn't be this way. And I'm glad it wasn't. 

Z's so much more than Changmin. He makes me angry, he makes me laugh, he makes me cry but wipes my tears away. He gives me strength and courage, and forgives me for my mistakes. He understands me, loves me and acknowledges me. He has a big heart, a kind soul and a gentle spirit. I guess that's where I fell in love.

And I hope every fan girl in this world would find someone that's so much more than their idols.

Goodnight!